But, What the hey?

Trip ko magtagalog ngayon! Hahaha! Grabe, imbis na nag aaral ako nagbabasa ako ng kung ano over the net. WEH! 5 more days to go, until that most anticipated moment wherein I'll be holding my pencil and I will be shading shading shading my most educated guess. Haha ang labo nun ah?! Shucks! Andaming quizzes kanina! Haha. What about bagsak nanaman ako sa Math. Hay nako, Why am I so stupid and careless when it comes to numbers? Hay nako. Sadyang hindi naman ako nabiyayaan pagdating sa mga numero eh. Pero mas pinreprefer ko mag compute sa pag mememorize ng kung ano2ng mga words. Kaya nababagsak ko ang Econ at Accounting dahil sa pagmememorize. Hala. Baka sadyang tamad lang ako. Hahaha! OO yun yun eh! Tamad ako. Tsktsktsk!!!! Ever since I was a baby tamad na ako. Biro niyo, pati pag suck ng milk from a baby bottle hindi ko ginagawa. Haha! :) Anyway, I've been thinking about those words that Nicole muttered to me last week.

Grabe. Minsan talaga, we have to learn how to sacrifice and let go. Sometimes we have to learn to accept as well. Tska dapat marunong din mag appreciate. Tama siya. Buti nagkikita pa naman kami at kahit papano nakakausap ko pa naman siya. Hay nako. Ewan ko ba WHY DO I SEEM SO UNSATISFIED WITH THAT? Dapat I consider myself lucky kasi kahit papano nakakausap ko pa siya. Hindi katulad ng sa iba, na talagang malayo na sila sa isa't isa. Ngeek.
Sa totoo lang, ako naman itong may kasalanan eh. Mas pinapairal ko pa yung pagkahiya ko kesa pag savor ng moment na anjan pa siya malapit sa akin. Hay nako, di ko toh dapat palampasin. Sabi ko nga nung third year na ako. I'll savor our moments eh. Hay.. pero minsan, dahil sa sobrang paglubos mo ng moment with a special someone, the more na mas mamimiss mo siya, pag nagiging distant na kayo sa isa't isa. Tama nga yung saying na "Absence makes the heart grow fonder". Yikes! BIG YIKES.

Hay nako. This words are so cliche, pero, I thought I had moved on. But no, nagseselos pa rin ako.

Naalala ko yung sabi ni PK,

Once na natutunan mo ng "magmahal" hindi mo na magagawang hindi magmahal pa. At once na natutunan mong mahalin ang isang tao, hindi siya mawawala sa puso mo hangga't makahanap ka ng bagong kapalit sa taong minamahal mo na alam mo naman na hindi kayo para sa isa't isa.

Ang corny ko Haha! :) Pero according to Miss Platon, Cheezy things don't seem cheezy at all when you're in love. Haha! :) Ang labo naman nun.

Grabe, sa totoo lang, dapat wala ng commitment commitment. yung tipong BF at GF. Haha. Dapat FRIENDSHIP nalang eh :) OK lang magmahal pero parang sa tingin ko having a commitment is not necessary at all. Kung mahal niyo yung isa't isa, edi magpakasal na kayo. Haha! :) And it your not ready, better remain friends nalang. Mas less yung tendancy ng may masasaktan kasi wala namang "break na tayo" whatever. Haha! :)


Hay nako, ang love talaga, why does it have to be something na makakapagpasaya sa atin, pero sobrang malulungkot din tayo?

Hay nakooo. Grabe, may naformulate pa akong theory last weekend.

Sobrang naiinis ako sa feeling na toh.

Alam mo yun, pag nasa harap ka ng crush mo.. hindi mo talaga alam sasabihin mo. Parang yung tumatakbo lang na mga words sa utak mo yung "I LOVE YOU" at I MISS YOU eh. HAHAHA :) Alam mo yung feeling na pag kasama mo sya, nag iiba yung temperature sa paligid, tas parang nagsstop yung motion ng bawat bagay sa paligid mo, tapos, parang kayo lang yung nandun, at yung mga bagay2 sa paligid, it seems that they don't matter at all. Yak! Hahaha ang corny! O ito theory ko

Kaya hindi tayo nakakapagsalita sa harapan ng crush natin, kasi mashado tayong naooverwhelm! :) Pag sobrang saya diba speechless, that is why, talking to our crush leaves us speechless. :D

Ang corny ng entry na toh. Sobra! Pero may namimiss lang naman kasi talaga ako eh. Soooper gusto ko siya makausap anytime.Pag niyayakap ko tong taong toh, parang ayaw ko na siyang bitawan. (ay nako corny nanaman) HAHAHA! Takte, nagseselos lang talaga ako sa "attached" sa kanya ngayon.

Hay NOSTALGIA. :(

Hindi ko talaga kayang i express sa kanya yung nararamdaman ko, yung hirap na niraranas ko pag inaantay ko siya, para lang makausap ko siya tapos, pag nagusap naman kami, nasspeechless ako. Kaya parang minsan, wala ring essence yung paghihintay ko. Gusto mo na talagang sabihin sa kanya, dahil alam mong ito ang magpapanatag ng loob mo, pero mahirap, dahil baka balang araw, mawala nalang siya ng parang bula.

Sabi ng iba, "sabihin mo na", mas madali mo siyang maleletgo. Gusto ko na siyang i let go. pero baka pag ginawa ko yun.. mawawala na yung friendship namin. :( Gusto ko pa rin naman na maging friends kami eh. :(

ANG CORNY!! sa totoo lang, I'm very confused. Dpat talaga nag aaral ako ngayon eh, pero dahil sa kanya.. nadidistruct ako. para kasing kinokontrol na niya ang buong pagkatao ko. (WHICH IS NOT GOOD :| )

Absent

I didn't go to school today because I'm too lazy to study right now [JOKE]

I had my upset stomach today but I'm feeling much better now. I can't go to school at this hour because it's almost dismissal, but I'm finishing my CL project right now.

I'm done with my ATENEO ESSAY. Hurrah :) I've made several grammatical errors but the content was just fine. I got a little help with my mom and some of my friends.[Thank you Marc, Mike, Boom, Yna, Patty, Alex, and Aji for checking it out :)]If ever I pass ACET,I owe it all to you guys. :) I was supposed to submit it today because today is the deadline, but I wasn't able to submit it because I was absent. ..tssss!

I'm so thankful for having my teachers in SHS because they teach so well :)
Thank you for a JOB WELL DONE :)
If ever I pass UPCAT, ACET, DLSUCET, UST, UA&P or wherever.. I owe it all to them, my beloved mentors. :D
You inspire me, and I hope someday, I will be able to be as good as you :D

Nostalgic

Yeah. My mind has been filled with a dose of NOSTALGIA right now. I can't help but recall the bittersweet memories of the past.

I feel ko insecure, this feeling I just can't endure.

bakit ba hindi ko SIYA makausap ng matino?! The talk we had seems to be so unsatisfying.

Why do we feel this feelings towards those people,we want to get close to? Oh the irony of lurve.

The only way you can let go of the person you love, is when another one takes his/her place. Ang saklap diba? Lalo na pag all the while he/she doesn't even think of you, while your thinking of that particular person, like, almost everytime? Crying and weeping, and can't accept the fact, that it simply hurts, and somehow, we must let go.

LETTING GO.

What's the tragedy behind these two simple words?.. It's simple, and yet, it's too complicated. Eventually we have to learn to let go, it's hard to let go when the time comes that you learn how to stick to that particular someone.

cheezy but true. Sorry but this are the emotions that dwell within me right now.

:|

Break Down

I cried to death like it was the end of the world. The reason?.. because of Mathematics... LQ nanaman kasi kami eh!!!! :p Hay, ayoko talaga magka line of 7... naiinis ako sa sarili for making those stupid mistakes!!!
Anyway, medyo gets ko na yung Physics. Haha! :) Wow! Our quiz will push through next week. Yey! Thanks Miss Toli :)

My eyes are so swollen from crying. Kasi naman noh? Sobrang pressured na talaga ako with all my college applications, project, studies, school and...lovelife

Aun, sa school, grabe... sa totoo lang.. I want to go back to Third Year. Pero labs ko rin naman yung Pamayanan. Kaya lang dahil sa sobrang daming expectations na kailangan i meet, sobrang napepressure ka. Lam mo yun.. :|

Hay nako. Hindi mo lang alam, nahihirapan na ako. I thought i've Moved on. BUT NO. AKALA KO LANG YUN. There are certain factors that interferes sa pagmomove on ko sa maayos na paraan. Pinipilit kong hindi makinig sa mga assumptions ko.. pero ewan ko kung bakit ba nadadala ako sa aking matitinding emosyon?! Anyway, tapos ewan ko ba.. the more I reach out to that someone, parang feel ko mas lumalayo. Pag kinukulit ko, baka naiinis kasi ang kulit ko. pag di naman ako magparamdam, parang wala na rin yung essence ng communication dun kasi nga mejo nagiging distant na kayo sa isa't isa. Hindi ko lang talaga maramdaman yung nafeefeel ko ngayon!!!!!!!

WAAAAH! PRESSURE! PRESSURE!!!!

Beauty VS Equality

I personally think that no one in this world is rather ugly or even beautiful. It's because God made us equal right? :) For me, there's no exact definition of behind the words "beautiful" or "ugly". I'd rather think that those kinds of words are simply imaginary.

'zis is pointless. :|

College Entrance Exams

All I could blab about right have something to do with our upcoming entrance exams. Goodness, I feel so anxious because I might not pass any of the exams. Oh No, How pessimistic. I'm trying my best to maximize my time on studying but the more I convince myself, the more I end up not understanding a single thing from what I am trying to understand. My mom keepos on telling me to relax but my anxiousness is what's dominating within me at the this very moment.

I should have done my essay earlier this week but I haven't done mine yet.I work better when I'm procrastinating. Haha. But I should work on this essay RIGOROUSLY. I must summon myself to studying and cease myself from the temptations that distract me from doing my part. *sigh*

I feel so guilty for telling Glenda to stay here for a little while. I feel so guilty because of the homes that she destroyed. Why should I feel guilty about it? Because of my wish last night na sana bumagyo pa. para wala ng pasok. How selfish of me to close my eyes to those who are going to be battered by the storm.

No Classes

AGAIN. 'Nuf Said.

Endurance Test is scheduled tomorrow.My mind's not up for studying. That Sucks.
I'm trying to read the thesaurus. I'm not yet done with letter A and it's already giving me a headache. Oooooh. My head's getting attracted to Mr.Migrane nowadays. UPCAT's next week. Still noe yet ready. Ooooh! I need to fix my love hate relationship with Math. Numbers = O_o and MIGRANE.

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